I'm addicted to making things.

I just am. It's a blast. Here I am. Still up at 3:23 AM making chocolates, cupcakes, and cookies for my all my loves on valentines day. I'm also making some exquisite valentines. 
I have to work in the morning.
What a gargantuan bowl of crap.
But my evening should be fun...?

I saw Cloverfield with Jason and Devin a little bit ago.
strange movie. Disturbing in many scenes. But worth watching.

Someone please help motivate me in writing my book.
yes. I've started. But if I want to get this going anywhere, I have to put much more effort into writing more.

ehhhhnnnyway. I'll stop talking on random tangents now.

in my last post I was very anti-valentines.
I think my mind has changed

peace. love. and fuck kankles.

Valentines: I love baked goods.

 so here's the dealio. Today was the most exhausting day of my life. Jena calls me up last night. Wants me to work for her in the morning. So of course I say yes, knowing that I have to work at Hollister, and AGAIN at night at AE. so, I go into AE, work 2 hours, go into Hollister, work 5 excruciating hours, and back at AE for another few hours. which was fine because I worked with Jackie, who's frikin awesome. now, All I want is my damn salad from Salad Sensations.

Right now i'm saying  fuck valentines day.  Yeah, all you people who have hubbies and crap are all like "its so sweet! blah, blah, blah!" -suck one.  I used to be one of thoes people. And i'm not goin off on how horrible it is just because i'm single. no. because I looked back at myself when I thought I was in love and thought how pathetic I was. maybe i'm just confused as to why couples get a whole day of the year to brag and boast about being NOT single.  so what? I celebrate every day being independent by doing whatever the hell I wanna do without being tied down. THATS whats up. Today, I treated myself to a shit load of clothes from hollister. yup. just to celebrate the fact that I don't have a 6'3, 160 lb luggage to carry around.

I do like making shit. so i'm still passing out valentines on vday. and baked goods.

And 2 Years later

I know all you dumb shits only wanna see pictures.
but read this. This is my first update in almost 2 years.

2 years later, I'm doing just fine. As you scroll down, your able to see a much skinnier, much more immature, and dummer Merica. Yeah, you all have access to my humiliating past. oh, there's prom. stupid. and new years. I've had better. Go ahead and navigate as far back as you'd like, and pick me apart about my high school days. It was all complete shit anyway.

[you'd be surprised as to how much has changed]

2 Years is a long time, and i've done lots of growing mostly in the past 6 months. I know it doesn't seem like it, but I'm wiser, single, a little older looking, I have a bunch of new friends, and basically, I'm enjoying life a lot more than before. I go to Oakland Univ to study electrical and systems engineering, and currently working 2 jobs at American Eagle and Hollister. Not trying to be a cocky bitch or anything, but I feel like my life is just so damn perfect right now. My parents let me do whatever. no curfew. no chores really. partying it up. I've been Trying to keep a good physical image up with tanning and eating better and (soon enough, I promise) working out. Schools doing fabulous. and work is keeping me sane.

But the good life has only been happening recently. College was a rocky start only because it hit me all of a sudden. It was so unexpected, and different, and on top of that, I was going through a bad break-up WITH friend issues involved. most of us know how that goes. You have your whole life planned ahead of you. Everythings perfect. and then all of a sudden its taken away by that fat-ass kankle packed whore called "life".  And all hell breaks loose. Once the dust settles, you realize that life's not so much of a whore afterall. And it becomes 392302 times better than what you expected.

So feel free to take a peek at my past. Just note, I'm so much more of a different person than I used to be.

Love me? Hate me? don't like what I write? Just wanna leave a totally pointless and random note? leave me a comment in the "say something" link. you don't have to be a member.
trust me. these entries will get a little more personal and intense and sometimes i'll be bashing on others. so. I know you all have something to say.

And i'm working on a novel. that's right. Lemme know what you think about shoes.....

I know it's been a while since I've actually edited this. I've been sooo busy lately, I just don't have the time. But now that the summer's coming, i'll have much more time, so I hope people start reading this again. School has to be done SOON. June 8th- coming close. I want to make this summer so amazing. hanging out with friends every day. oh, and guard practices (um...). I just can't wait.



The seniors left, and I don't know what to do. I'm really starting to miss them a lot. Graduations coming up on friday, and everyones going to be bawling their eyes out. I have some pictures to put up. so, here they are.

Prom:















RAISE THE ROOF, BUDDHA

Prom was amazing. Everyone looked gorgeous and it was just lots of fun.

<3